Sunday, December 22, 2013
Home Sweet Home
Saturday, September 28, 2013
It's Been Awhile
Life is funny. Life is unexpected. You live your life day to day and it just surprises you sometimes. At least mine has. I moved back to Utah, completely unsure of what path my life was going to take. I got to Ogden not knowing anyone. I moved into the house where I live and didn't get the living situation I was expecting. I spent a good two weeks hidden in my room unpacking and hoping for some time alone in the house so I could roam comfortably and not feel like I was in anyone's way. I started my new job and quickly fell in love with it. I went to my new singles ward and everyone was really friendly, but it took a couple of months before I really felt comfortable there and like I belonged.
Those first couple of months were not the easiest as I adjusted to my new life, but looking back on it, things happened exactly how they were supposed to. And in some aspects, things changed quickly and unexpectedly.
One Sunday I was at church, content, but still relatively friendsless(in the aspect that I would do things outside of church with people) and the next, I gave a talk in sacrament meeting and things totally changed. I got invited to a movie night(which led to making some really good friends), got asked out on a date, had another guy talk to me and ask me out a week later(which led to a relationship). All of a sudden I went from "why am I here?" to "life is so good, this is exactly where I'm supposed to be."
But things changed unexpectedly again last week when that relationship ended. Things were going so well between us it completely shocked me when it was over. I didn't understand what had happened. I still don't, but I am so grateful for my friends and family that have helped me through it. And I am grateful for the comfort I've gotten from a loving Heavenly Father. My path may have veered a little from where I thought it was going, but I'm going to have faith and trust that whatever happens now is what's supposed to happen, even if it's not what I want to happen.
And I'm going to try and blog a little more frequently, but no promises...
















